Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.
1 Corinthians 3:17

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Busy Days, Busy Week



Bill was such a sweetie and surprised both the birthday girl AND her Mummy with beautiful roses- lovely bouquet for me, and these 3 pretties for his 3-year-old pretty!.  Yes, the stresses of Christmas, even though we try and try not to be stressed, plus the 2 birthdays, birthday parties, Isabelle Katie's trip to the doctor's AND getting a shot on her special day (not fun), a few other personal things, one or more boys home sick from school more often than not these days, that horrible feeling of being trapped, as now with snow and ice all over the sidewalks our walking options are severely limited, and the ever-annoying reminder that we're halfway through another month and I still haven't lost any weight, though each month starts out fresh with hope and promise, have left me feeling irritable, discouraged and overwhelmed.  (Yes, even I admit, that was a terribly long run-on sentence, but sometimes it just works!)  Hence the flowers- knew I had a point somewhere in there!

 I also want to address the contest I was doing last week.  I really am so grateful and humbled by the outpouring of so many strangers who were willing to come alongside me in my challenge to give whatever God led us to give, but at the same time I'm struggling with feelings of disappointment and even failure, as it didn't turn out the way I'd hoped.  I was so ready to give!  To give big!  Big enough that I was even a little afraid of how we would manage to do it!  Perhaps God was simply happy that I have grown enough in trust and faith that I would be willing to step out in that way.  In my heart of hearts, my Savior and Father in Heaven, I pray that you smiled upon me in my efforts this past week, though I know that your love for me is not, and never has been, based on the things I do.  How I long to be your hands and feet, a light to the dark, a hope for the lost, all in your precious name.

I also want to thank my friends Devin and Terri Anne (click on their names to read about their wonderful families) for their special support, and let all who participated- either by leaving a comment, or rallying up your friends on my behalf, by praying or going to the website and making a donation yourself- know how grateful I am.  Thank you.

So.

We did a million things yesterday.  We made these...


to say thank you to our local school staff and teachers

I put the finishing touches on a basket for our Angel Tree at church...


in the hopes that the receiving family will feel God's love and grace

Had a little fashion shoot with Baby Girl...wait, she is now my Big Girl...


oh, you can see Isabelle's boo-boo  :(
 
Santa gave me a present a little early....folks, I have me a BIG GIRL camera now!!
So. Much.Fun.
So much to learn, too!

I got started on the boys' pajamas, their special request, awwwwwww!
and was going to finish up cards....that didn't happen!


And remember the pile I talked about here?

Here is what is becoming of that...
I am super excited about this reversible dress!
It wasn't designed as such, until I worked my magic, ha!
Love the details and the fun colors- this will be Isa's birthday party dress (layered with a white turtleneck of course!) for her Picnic in January party with her little friends from church

I have 3 small white bows to add to the center details-
I think it will be gorgeous when I'm done!

And this poor dress- I wanted a smocked, billowy kind of dress, with a lovely collar...
only I couldn't find a pattern, and my own designs (at least from scratch!)
leave a little, ok- a lot- to be desired
The dress was just weird!  It didn't fit right, and it wasn't going to work, so it got chopped up and is becoming a simple A-line with wide red grosgrain ribbons tied to the shoulders

And last night Bill brought Jonah to violin lessons while I finished up dinner and got the rest of the crew ready for Ethan's school concert.  He has been doing a great job with the clarinet so far, and I was ecstatic seeing MY boy in the school band!  I remember how exciting school concerts were when I was his age (I played the flute and sang in the choir), and it thrills me to enjoy watching my children participating in these same activities.  They did a fantastic job, as always!  Way to go, Ethan!  Then it was off to a friend's home for a cookie exchange party- I had a great time!  Berth Moore speaks often of the feelings of insecurity we women face, and last night the Lord really ministered to my heart as I felt not only welcome but included and celebrated as well.  I'm very thankful for the chance to build more meaningful friendships with other women, and thankful that I have a husband who rolls up his sleeves and gets right in there with parenting duties, bedtimes, and the like.

AND, the blogging world has opened up a bit more for me with the discovery of some great new home decorating blogs and new family blogs, so of course I keep reading to catch up until way past bedtime, and now I am so stinkin' tired I can't think straight!  My own fault, but still...I really didn't catch onto the whole blogging thing until late spring this year, which is probably a good things for me, ha!

I just got off the phone with Jonah's violin teacher, who informed that his violin still sounded terrible, even after the $25 new strings were put on.  She is recommending a new (used) one for him, and used ones come with a price tag of about $400!  YIKES!  I know God is interested in all the details of our lives, so I'm going to trust Him on this one, too!


Have a blessed day today!  We're looking at a glorious -14 degrees this morning, so I think we'll just stay right here and...PLAY, for a little while at least.  There are so many things still to be done!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Merry Christmas







I almost missed it!  I have been trying to upload our family's Christmas card for this...but I guess by now it just isn't happening!  This is the first year that I've designed our card, and I'm thrilled with the outcome (albeit hanging my head in shame that I have to resort to snapping a picture of our card for this post, sigh)!  I suppose there are worse things!




Merry Christmas from our home to yours!!

I'll leave you with some cute contenders that just didn't make the cut...





Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Celebrating Isabelle

Today is our darling girly girl's 3rd birthday!  I can hardly believe it!  As with many other adoptive mothers, mainly those who missed the first months of their children's lives, and in our case a very long and agonizing 18 months, I must train my mind and my heart to focus on the wonderful things that we have shared and the marvelous things to come.  Sometimes it isn't easy.  That emptiness lingers.  Those dark spots remain.

But not today.

Today we are celebrating this 4th little miracle to enter into our family, our cherished and beloved Isabelle Kate.  Happy Birthday my darling girl!  We love you more than we could ever express!  You are a beautiful, smart, funny, talented, and incredibly vivacious little girl, and I am so honored to be your Mama.  ~Te quiero, mi amor~

This was right before we found out that God had created us for you, and you for us

One of my favorite pics of the first time I met you - 8 1/2 months old
You had been jibber-jabbering to me all day long
And you hugged me as if you knew exactly who I was

That was truly a miracle!

This was our early Christmas in 2007, when your Daddy first met you

Happy 1st Birthday Sweetie!
We celebrated with you in spirit that day!

And here you are now!
Such a big girl!

Happy 3rd Birthday
my gorgeous Sweet Pea

Your Mama adores you!

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Big Day For Caleb


Happy Birthday Caleb!

Can't believe my baby boy just turned...7 years old!

Earlier Caleb had requested "You Rock!" on his cake, to which I replied, "Um, I don't think so..."

Well, the frosting was getting low and I wasn't about to make more, and I quickly figured out that Happy Birthday had too many letters. So C-man got his wish, and he does in fact ROCK! :)

I feel a little bad that it's such an uneventful cake, but I just didn't have it in me. Caleb loved it, so that's all that matters.


Cute little goodie bags for the boys- I try not to make everything Christmas-y for Caleb's birthday, but these adorable bags were super cheap, and they looked so bright and cheery.
I was hoping to find little magnifying glasses, as this was an ADVENTURE themed par-tay, but no such luck. We went with non-traditional flavored candy canes (yuck in my humble opinion, BTW), a set of mini-glowsticks, and Christmas pencils. I'm sure that isn't terribly exciting to a little kid, but I tried.


I have to laugh at this, my first attempt at a group shot
Hmmm, let's try again...
There we go!

I asked them for a crazy pose- so Caleb and his friends are obviously into spreading peace; suddenly there was lots of volume, much yelling; some other pals are much more laid back than my crew; and then there's Jonah- ahh, that's my boy! CCCRRRRRAAAAAAAZZZZZZY! Ha!

Pizza time!
Make a wish Caleb!
He had to blow again to get those last 2- we won't tell the wish people!
Oh how I love this boy!!!!!!!

I was seriously wishing that I had another arm and hand at this point- I was videotaping while my good friend Sarah- thank you Sarah!- was snapping photos for me. I don't even have photos of Caleb opening gifts, or the awesome scavenger hunt/obstacle course (obstimal, according to C, ha ha ha) we did in The Pit (basement), or even the geyser explosions we did outside with Mentos and Coke, which, by the way, were so incredibly fun! Some of the Dads had arrived by this point, and they were as excited as the little kids! So much fun! I was thrilled that the sun was shining and it was such a gorgeous day to celebrate my baby boy's big day!

Be proud of me..I'm becoming a bit more computer savvy, or rather, a little less UNsavvy!  Of course I can't get the link to show the pic, but it does work.  The video is kinda long, but I can't figure out how to edit it!  That has to be tomorrow's assignment because I'm already spent!


And lastly, as tradition stands, it was time for our Birthday Festival of Lights Tour. Bill still picks up each pajama-clad kiddo to bring them out to the heated car, so cute. Only this year was the first time he couldn't just sweep them up in his arms like he used to- he actually had to prepare a bit before he scooped, ha! Those gorgeous boys are getting SO big! Poor Isabelle, she was getting very upset each time Daddy left, without her, no matter how many times I reassured her that Daddy would be back for her. She had had it! And with the excitement of this time of year in general, plus the 2 birthdays (hers is on Tuesday!), and no nap, she was about done! We brought out the hot cocoas for everyone -all except for Isabelle Kate, who prefers regular chocolate milk instead- and then of course there was...an incident. Caleb had broken open his glow stick and had that goo (which even though it says Non-Toxic...yeah, right) all over his hands, his pants, and the seat. Argh. It's always something. I suppose we now can say that we have festive, glittery car upholstery in the spirit of the season. Anyway, we drove all over town to see all the beautiful lights. There was one house that literally took my breath away. Fanstastic! Not a fantastic electric bill, I bet, but we sure enjoyed their display! Isabelle livened up once she saw all the pretty lights, and kept telling us that she saw pretty lights! Over, and over, and over....It was a wonderful day!










Happy Birthday Caleb! We love you so much!
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